Ever changing weather....

I thought over the last year that the forecast was pretty good! Little did I know that there was a storm brewing that I new nothing about. Not sure if thats called 'the perfect storm' or what, but the aftermath sucks. I was not only clouded by my feelings, my eyes weren't even open enough to see that Chris was passing me by. I really thought that our time apart over the last year would make us both see what was really important. I thought that time apart (even though we kept in touch) would show how we really felt about each other. Obviously, Chris didn't see things like I did. I guess we were good at not seeing the same thing. Most, if not all of this is my fault. My fault for not opening up and telling him how I felt all along, instead of hiding my feelings deep inside.